History Of The Ancient Awakenings Family

Several weeks ago, I told James that I considered myself one of our family historians. And, as I stated in this past Sunday’s phone call, as I was reading the book ‘Secret Places of the Lion’ by George Hunt Williamson, aka Brother Philip, I recognized myself in that book as a historian in ancient Lemuria who went by the title ‘Lady of the Sun’. This most likely indicates that I was a solar priestess in the Temple of the Sun. For you see – we are sun worshippers!

Now, sun worshipping has gotten a bad rap thanks in part to the Aztecs and in later times of the Mayan civilization who, to appease the sun, would sacrifice thousands of humans and offer the victim’s hearts to the sun. This was caused by their recognition of the fact that without the sun there would be no life on Earth. The original Maya only offered fruits and flowers as offerings to Source.

Then there is the opposite of our Sun worship. That is done by the negative side of our family who worship the black sun. Or, it could be said that they fear it and try to appease it – which is what the Aztecs were doing – most likely under the influence of the dark side of our family.

The original sun veneration was done because the people understood that Source’s Life Force emanated throughout all the myriad of Suns. You’ve probably all heard the saying, “As above so below, as within so without”. The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm. I don’t know where it all starts, but I know that there are omniverses. There are innumerable universes and new ones created all the time. So I will just give as an example our universe. In our universe, there is a Great Central Sun which, if I am correct, is located in Alcyone. Source’s Life Force goes into that Great Central Sun and from there it goes into the central sun of the galaxy and then to the suns of each solar system and from there into the planets and the people on the planets. Gaia/Terra Christa has a central sun within her as do all we humans, in our solar plexus.

We were the Essenes as was Jesus/Sananda, Mary Magdalen, Mother Mary, Father Joseph, John the Baptist, John the Beloved and all the others. There were three main Jewish sects at that time – the Essenes, Pharisees and Sadducees. Jesus was a Nazorean of the sect of the Essenes. The Nazoreans were a more ascetic branch of the Essenes. Part of the lie is to make us believe that they were all orthodox Jews, but that couldn’t be further from the truth, because just as Jesus/Sananda said when talking to the Temple priests; “You are of your father the devil and you want to carry out your father’s desires.” Those same money changers whose tables he overturned, are the same money changers we are trying to wrestle control from today. The Essenes were descendants of the Zadoks/High Priests who were out of power during the Hasmonean and Roman period. There were usurpers in the Temple in Jerusalem.

The Essenes rose before dawn, bathed and went outside to meditate and pray while the sun came up. They repeated this process several times a day and always ended their day with the same practice at sunset. They were definitely baptizers. There is Life Force held within water and that is the importance of baptism. I watched a television show of true life paranormal events where a man was demon possessed. He instinctively knew to fill a bathtub with water and totally immersed himself in it. As he did so he became violently ill and threw up a strange emission and the demon left his body.

We were also Sun worshippers in Egypt. We called the One God Aton or Aten. That is, we were Sun worshippers there when the dark side of our family allowed us to be. When the dark side was in control we were followers of Amun – that is Amun Ra Marduk. Marduk is the family trouble maker – at least one of them!

We were Sun worshippers on Atlantis too. Then we were known as Followers of the Law of One. The dark side was known there as Sons of Belial. Bel/Baal/Marduk/Satan/Molech – as far as I know they are all the same being. I’m sure he has lots of other names and guises too.

Jesus/Sananda was not only a Dying-Rising Savior God, he was a Sun King. I will let Theosophical writer Annie Besant describe the Sun Kings to you. She claims that the virgin birth concept has a purely astrological significance when one understands what she terms the Solar Myth; “The Hero of the myth is usually represented as a God or Demi-God, and his life …must be outlined by the course of the Sun, as the shadow of the Logos. The part of the course lived out during the human life is that which falls between the winter solstice and the reaching of the zenith in summer. The Hero is born at the winter solstice, dies at the spring equinox and conquering death, rises into the mid-heaven.” Besant explains that a divine personage, such as Jesus/Sananda, is said to be an ambassador of the Logos – personified as the sun.

High initiates who are sent on special missions to incarnate among men as teachers or rulers would be designated by the symbol of the sun. Why then a virgin birth? The initiate or hero, “is always born at the winter solstice after the shortest day of the year, at the midnight of the 24th of December, when the sign Virgo (the Virgin) is rising above the horizon; to be born as this sign is rising, he is born always of a virgin, and she remains a virgin after she has given birth to the Sun-Child, as the Celestial Virgo remains unchanged and unsullied when the Sun comes forth from the heavens.” From this, we learn why the Catholics strove so hard to portray Jesus’ mother Mary as always being a virgin, despite the fact that she had other children. Besant goes on to explain that the life of the Sun-God follows the prescribed mystery ritual of death, resurrection, and ascension.

So….that makes us pagans too! When looking at the pagan religions it is the same as looking at the religions of today. They were originally pure, and started by our family. They eventually become corrupted – by the dark side of the family. The pagan Mysteries were divided into the ‘Greater’ and ‘Lesser’ Mysteries. The Greater Mysteries were for the more advanced initiates. They taught that God or Source is One and that we are all a part of the One Source – the Law of One. These went into some very deep metaphysics which most humans were not capable of understanding. This led to the need for the ‘Age of Patriarchy’ – that is right-brained thinking to increase humankind’s intellectual capabilities. So the whole power and control dynamic is a part of that evolvement.

The lesser mysteries were the ‘Feminine’ counterpart, and in those mysteries there were mother/father gods and goddesses given to each of the different racial or ethnic groups and their Mysteries were tailored to each specific group. Hence Oden and Freya for the Norse, Osiris and Isis for the Egyptians, and Brahma and Saraswati for the Hindus, etc. These were all Archetypes. What is confusing is the ‘as above so below’ part. I do believe that souls actually incarnated into these people groups and took these names. They were living archetypes. The ideas were conceived on a higher plane and they took embodiment in 3d Earth. They took embodiment by all of us!

We have been David and Bathsheba, Isaac and Rebecca, Moses and Zipporah, Isis and Osiris and Akhenaten and Nefertiti. We have been the Titans and the giants. We are some crazy and wondrous mixture of feline and reptilian and avian dna sequencing. That’s before we take on human bodies. In our human bodies, we are a mixture of more than twenty species. And of course we’ve been all over and taken innumerable types of bodies. This could be a very long story! I could go on forever! We are only talking about one small part of creation here – our universal story.

Any way you look at it, we think a lot of the sun in our family. We picture the Great Central Sun in our meditations and make a connection with it. We follow its electric blue light as it makes its way to our galaxy and solar system and planets and suns and finally into us. We radiate in its warmth and take strength in its love. We then turn around and share it with the whole world – and we delight in this.

This is what we do. We are the 144,000.

But what is our origin you ask? Or maybe you don’t.

Either way – we’ll learn next time I write.

With love and light,


Melinda Siebold – the Lady of the Sun


Author: Yoda

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