History Of The Ancient Awakenings Family

Several weeks ago, I told James that I considered myself one of our family historians. And, as I stated in this past Sunday’s phone call, as I was reading the book ‘Secret Places of the Lion’ by George Hunt Williamson, aka Brother Philip, I recognized myself in that book as a historian in ancient Lemuria who went by the title ‘Lady of the Sun’. This most likely indicates that I was a solar priestess in the Temple of the Sun. For you see – we are sun worshippers!

Now, sun worshipping has gotten a bad rap thanks in part to the Aztecs and in later times of the Mayan civilization who, to appease the sun, would sacrifice thousands of humans and offer the victim’s hearts to the sun. This was caused by their recognition of the fact that without the sun there would be no life on Earth. The original Maya only offered fruits and flowers as offerings to Source.

Then there is the opposite of our Sun worship. That is done by the negative side of our family who worship the black sun. Or, it could be said that they fear it and try to appease it – which is what the Aztecs were doing – most likely under the influence of the dark side of our family.

The original sun veneration was done because the people understood that Source’s Life Force emanated throughout all the myriad of Suns. You’ve probably all heard the saying, “As above so below, as within so without”. The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm. I don’t know where it all starts, but I know that there are omniverses. There are innumerable universes and new ones created all the time. So I will just give as an example our universe. In our universe, there is a Great Central Sun which, if I am correct, is located in Alcyone. Source’s Life Force goes into that Great Central Sun and from there it goes into the central sun of the galaxy and then to the suns of each solar system and from there into the planets and the people on the planets. Gaia/Terra Christa has a central sun within her as do all we humans, in our solar plexus.

We were the Essenes as was Jesus/Sananda, Mary Magdalen, Mother Mary, Father Joseph, John the Baptist, John the Beloved and all the others. There were three main Jewish sects at that time – the Essenes, Pharisees and Sadducees. Jesus was a Nazorean of the sect of the Essenes. The Nazoreans were a more ascetic branch of the Essenes. Part of the lie is to make us believe that they were all orthodox Jews, but that couldn’t be further from the truth, because just as Jesus/Sananda said when talking to the Temple priests; “You are of your father the devil and you want to carry out your father’s desires.” Those same money changers whose tables he overturned, are the same money changers we are trying to wrestle control from today. The Essenes were descendants of the Zadoks/High Priests who were out of power during the Hasmonean and Roman period. There were usurpers in the Temple in Jerusalem.

The Essenes rose before dawn, bathed and went outside to meditate and pray while the sun came up. They repeated this process several times a day and always ended their day with the same practice at sunset. They were definitely baptizers. There is Life Force held within water and that is the importance of baptism. I watched a television show of true life paranormal events where a man was demon possessed. He instinctively knew to fill a bathtub with water and totally immersed himself in it. As he did so he became violently ill and threw up a strange emission and the demon left his body.

We were also Sun worshippers in Egypt. We called the One God Aton or Aten. That is, we were Sun worshippers there when the dark side of our family allowed us to be. When the dark side was in control we were followers of Amun – that is Amun Ra Marduk. Marduk is the family trouble maker – at least one of them!

We were Sun worshippers on Atlantis too. Then we were known as Followers of the Law of One. The dark side was known there as Sons of Belial. Bel/Baal/Marduk/Satan/Molech – as far as I know they are all the same being. I’m sure he has lots of other names and guises too.

Jesus/Sananda was not only a Dying-Rising Savior God, he was a Sun King. I will let Theosophical writer Annie Besant describe the Sun Kings to you. She claims that the virgin birth concept has a purely astrological significance when one understands what she terms the Solar Myth; “The Hero of the myth is usually represented as a God or Demi-God, and his life …must be outlined by the course of the Sun, as the shadow of the Logos. The part of the course lived out during the human life is that which falls between the winter solstice and the reaching of the zenith in summer. The Hero is born at the winter solstice, dies at the spring equinox and conquering death, rises into the mid-heaven.” Besant explains that a divine personage, such as Jesus/Sananda, is said to be an ambassador of the Logos – personified as the sun.

High initiates who are sent on special missions to incarnate among men as teachers or rulers would be designated by the symbol of the sun. Why then a virgin birth? The initiate or hero, “is always born at the winter solstice after the shortest day of the year, at the midnight of the 24th of December, when the sign Virgo (the Virgin) is rising above the horizon; to be born as this sign is rising, he is born always of a virgin, and she remains a virgin after she has given birth to the Sun-Child, as the Celestial Virgo remains unchanged and unsullied when the Sun comes forth from the heavens.” From this, we learn why the Catholics strove so hard to portray Jesus’ mother Mary as always being a virgin, despite the fact that she had other children. Besant goes on to explain that the life of the Sun-God follows the prescribed mystery ritual of death, resurrection, and ascension.

So….that makes us pagans too! When looking at the pagan religions it is the same as looking at the religions of today. They were originally pure, and started by our family. They eventually become corrupted – by the dark side of the family. The pagan Mysteries were divided into the ‘Greater’ and ‘Lesser’ Mysteries. The Greater Mysteries were for the more advanced initiates. They taught that God or Source is One and that we are all a part of the One Source – the Law of One. These went into some very deep metaphysics which most humans were not capable of understanding. This led to the need for the ‘Age of Patriarchy’ – that is right-brained thinking to increase humankind’s intellectual capabilities. So the whole power and control dynamic is a part of that evolvement.

The lesser mysteries were the ‘Feminine’ counterpart, and in those mysteries there were mother/father gods and goddesses given to each of the different racial or ethnic groups and their Mysteries were tailored to each specific group. Hence Oden and Freya for the Norse, Osiris and Isis for the Egyptians, and Brahma and Saraswati for the Hindus, etc. These were all Archetypes. What is confusing is the ‘as above so below’ part. I do believe that souls actually incarnated into these people groups and took these names. They were living archetypes. The ideas were conceived on a higher plane and they took embodiment in 3d Earth. They took embodiment by all of us!

We have been David and Bathsheba, Isaac and Rebecca, Moses and Zipporah, Isis and Osiris and Akhenaten and Nefertiti. We have been the Titans and the giants. We are some crazy and wondrous mixture of feline and reptilian and avian dna sequencing. That’s before we take on human bodies. In our human bodies, we are a mixture of more than twenty species. And of course we’ve been all over and taken innumerable types of bodies. This could be a very long story! I could go on forever! We are only talking about one small part of creation here – our universal story.

Any way you look at it, we think a lot of the sun in our family. We picture the Great Central Sun in our meditations and make a connection with it. We follow its electric blue light as it makes its way to our galaxy and solar system and planets and suns and finally into us. We radiate in its warmth and take strength in its love. We then turn around and share it with the whole world – and we delight in this.

This is what we do. We are the 144,000.

But what is our origin you ask? Or maybe you don’t.

Either way – we’ll learn next time I write.

With love and light,


Melinda Siebold – the Lady of the Sun


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Water Purification Technique – Given by Zorra

Northern Hemisphere

Image on the Left shows hand placement for those in the Northern Hemisphere. (above the equator)

Sounthern Hemisphere

Image on the Right shows hand placement for those in the Southern Hemisphere. (below the equator)


Directions: Taste  your water or fruit (any food)first before beginning. Then rub your  palms together for 3-4 seconds and place in the position above for 1-2  min. Then re-taste the glass of water or food. If done properly, you  will taste a subtle difference. 

Result of this  purification technique: You change the molecular structure of the water  or whatever food it is. This is your god power at work removing toxins,  chemicals or any impurity. Now the food or water tastes smoother, cooler  fresher or in the case of fruit, it will taste sweeter. You will taste  the difference. If you don’t taste a difference, you just need a little  more practice is all.

For food, this is a  wonderful technique to teach children, family, friends or with waiters  or waitresses when you go out to eat. Let them do the technique in front  of you and they will be amazed. 

Additionally, you can  use this for healing people but you can also, just rub your hands  together and place your hands on either side of the affected area and  say, 5-4-3-2-1, RECEIVE, and the recipient should say, 5-4-3-2-1, I  receive and from the god/goddess of my being, I am completely healed of  _____ and I know it. You can keep your hands on the area for a 2 minutes  of even more and repeat the process. 

Inform them of the god/goddess power they have. We are all healers!

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Free Feel Good


by Lorelei

A note to start…

It is not expected that one would try to use all of these strategies right from the start. That would probably overwhelm many of you.

I suggest taking one tool at a time, using it for at least 3 weeks, and then adding a 2nd, a 3rd, and so forth every 3+ weeks. If a new one is not added for 4 or 5 or 6 weeks, no harm done. It will likely make a person feel much better TO add them with some regularity. I myself do use all of them.

Yet it took me years to get there. (To be fair I did not know of them all in the beginning.) Yet it’s important not to stress over what is added when, which would defeat the purpose of serenity and feeling good.



Inhale deeply into the diaphragm. Pause gently 1-3 seconds. Exhale. Pause gently 1-3 seconds. Repeat.

Use this breathing as much as you can remember throughout your day. Use it especially in moments of worry, anxiety, stress or upset.

Doing this alone, with regularity, can alter your life to the feel good place in huge ways.

Use this in conjunction with the other strategies below for even better results.

Use this particularly whenever your mind wants to churn in some negative direction, such as imagining scenarios of catastrophe, or churning over fears, worries, or arguments.

It is absolutely impossible for the mind to focus on that while it is also focused on this breathing technique.


The world would be a better place if we all were to write this prayer out and carry it with us. Then say this prayer out loud if possible (to ourselves if not) whenever life has taken us out of our “feel good” place- for instance in times of worry, anxiety, upset, fear, stress, anger, frustration etc. etc.

You may be quite amazed at how just saying these words will make a big difference in the moment. If the upset is great, follow this up with one or more of other tools below.


First I suggest that you go to my website HERE and follow the links to read about Solfeggio frequencies, and how they work. For information on the effect of music on the body, you can also read my blog post “Music: Will YOu Calm or Awaken the Savage Beast?”

Next I suggest that you begin to play the various Solfeggio frequencies, picking the best one from the list for your day or mood. Play them at any volume that feels good throughout your day & whenever you are under duress. Notice this… It’s almost impossible to feel bad when listening to Solfeggio frequencies. One can only feel good. 🙂



Please read about Don’s Music at my website HERE. Then follow the links to find a smorgasbord of music to make use of. As you bring this into your wellness regime, I suggest you use this music at least once a week as a meditation in the manner described on my website.

Again, in my experience it is impossible to feel bad when using this music. For even better result use this with #1, Deep Conscious Breathing.


This is an amazing feel-good meditation. You can access the full instructions on my website HERE.

Light has the ability to transform matter. This makes sense if you consider that even our plant-based foods from the transformation (photosynthesis) of light into energy. For me after this meditation I am literally floating on a cloud. It’s that happy “Wooooooo” feeling, many of you have heard in my videos. That is the exact feeling that comes from doing this meditation.

I do suggest doing daily, once you add it to your routine. Once learned, it only takes 10-15 minutes. You may like combining this meditation with the Solfeggio Frequencies for even better results.


When we are in a situation where there is anger, upset, frustration, or even sadness or depression the first thing to do t feel good is to Get Out of That Situation. It’s good to get away gracefully if we can, or not-gracefully, if that seems like the only way.

Getting away is especially important for those of us in “enmeshed” relationships, where boundaries may not be strong.

It is good to then get out into nature. This makes most of us feel better. Barring that, we can just get to the most serene place we can find and use some of the above tools. For more info on the “Natural Cure” read my Blog post “Nature Will Nurture” HERE.


Yoga is a wonderful practice to have us feel good on a regular basis. To be effective, it must be done consistently (Say 3 or more times per week) and in the right way.

The best kind of Yoga is a Traditional Eastern style using consciousness, non-judgment, quietude, and a restful mind. Definitely the “Americanized” competitive yogas (such as “Hot Yoga”) are not what we’re looking for.

“Integral Yoga” (such as this one I recommend HERE) is a good style, which also mixes in chanting and meditation practices. I suggest being in a Yoga community, especially as you learn.

If that’s impossible, get a DVD of the correct style.


This is an oldie but a goodie.

The effect of warm or hot water on the body and mind is always soothing. Water itself has many healing properties, and also felaxes the very cells of your body.

So when you have been taken out of your feel-good place for any reason, just fill that tub up with hot water. Put in some natural epsom salts if possible. Put on some relaxing music, and light a candle or two.

Then feel your troubles melt away, as you get back to happy! If your mind wants to keep churning, use #1, Deep Conscious Breathing.


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Marilou Books


Fast Road to Happiness: Journey Into Now
Learn how to break through the time, space barriers to heal your life.  This book is a road map to heal phobias and fears from a past life that create irrational behavior. It may be the missing link to healing that Psychologist and the medical field overlook. It covers Spiritual Healing, and conscious past life regressions documented successful healing for individuals.


Life Is Forever – Get Used To It
My true-life story is an adventure into realms of the paranormal to learn about life, here and hereafter. This book provides proof of survival after physical death to comfort the mourner and inspire the truth seeker.  Both the skeptic and the curious can glimpse new worlds and find contentment.


The Forever Principles/Listening to an Angel Voice in My Head
Use this book to contact the inner spiritual essence to improve the quality of life as well as ideas to consider about exterior concepts of reality. Be in control of your future-this book shows you how in a humorous way. What if you were an angel? Would you just play the harp all the time or want to experience the different dimensions of the Universe and continue to grow in wisdom? This is a fun How To book as well as What If? Decide for yourself.

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Prayer of Saint Francis


Lord, make me an instrument of your peace:
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy.
O divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console,
to be understood as to understand,
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.


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Violet Flame Decree

I AM the Violet Flame
In action in me now
I AM the Violet Flame
To Light alone I bow
I AM the Violet Flame
In mighty Cosmic Power
I AM the Light of God
Shining every hour
I AM the Violet Flame
Blazing like a sun
I AM God’s sacred power
Freeing every one

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